Part Eight - Sunday
Chapter 1 - Jackie
I found myself tangled with naked bodies when I woke up. There was a hand on one of my boobs and I quickly determined it belonged to JR. As I came out of my slumbering state, I began to recall the events of the previous night.
While fun at the time, giving a bunch of guys blowjobs wasn't something I wanted to repeat any time soon. The act made me feel a bit sluty, but it didn't really bother me, not at the time. What did surprise me were the subtle differences in the taste of the guys' semen. None of them tasted bad, but I preferred JR's flavor over all of them-it must be because I love JR.
My girlfriends were really cool about what I did. They cheered me on while I took each of the guys on, one after the other. JR and I were the only real couple, the rest of the group just seemed to hook up, maybe something would come out of it, maybe not.
I think the thing that surprised me the most was Ted and Kimmy. I never thought those two would get together, not like they did. I was happy for Ted because he was able to get laid for the first time. I hope he doesn't regret doing it and not waiting for someone special. Maybe it didn't matter to boys, maybe they didn't care who they lost their virginity to as long as they were able to make the leap to manhood. I was so happy JR and I shared our first time.
I don't know if JR arranged the foursome between Ted, Kimmy, JR, and me, but I wouldn't put it past him. If he did, I love him for it! All of my trepidation about the past with Ted dissolved. When we had sex, he was a cock and I can only assume I was just a pussy. He didn't even kiss me before he fucked me. Not that I cared, I didn't! I still liked Ted as a friend, my buddy, but that's all we would ever be. There was absolutely no emotional connecting, not for me.
What can I say about JR? He has to be the most loving, caring, human being on the planet. He knew how I felt; he must be able to read my mind. JR let me go, gave me the freedom to do what I wanted to, and maybe needed to, to answer many questions about myself. He did it unselfishly and even gave me a gently nudge when I needed it.
I don't know how many guys will kiss a girl after she blows him. Some of the girls at school have told me their boyfriends wouldn't kiss them until they brushed their teeth or used mouthwash. JR wasn't like that at all. He didn't mind kissing me after oral sex, something that I had to get used to. Last night, JR kissed me after I gave the guys blowjobs, what does that tell you about him? It told me he loved me and that he was okay with what I did. God I love him!
When the party finally wound down and we all decided to go to bed, JR and I ended up in the master bedroom with Jim and Cindy. It took some convincing to get Cindy to agree to share the king sized bed with JR and me, but we did. When we got into bed, there was a short period of obvious discomfort for Cindy. She was a virgin and she had told us she wanted to stay that way.
JR and I began making out. Cindy and Jim did to. As things heated up, I heard Jim trying to convince Cindy to let him go further. I was about to tell Jim to stop trying to make Cindy do things she didn't want to do, but JR had another idea, a much better idea as far as Cindy was concerned. He whispered his plan to me. I grinned, kissed him, and readily agreed.
"Hey, Jim, you know what we do in this room, it's time to swap partners for a while," JR said as he worked himself between Jim and Cindy. "Jackie needs some attention."
Jim was grinning from ear to ear as he crawled on top of me. He tried to get his dick into me, but I slowed him down. It wasn't that I wasn't willing to let him fuck me; I wanted to watch JR and Cindy for a few minutes. Jim seemed to be happy when I guided his head to my breasts, encouraging him to kiss them.
JR cuddled with Cindy. He held her close and gently stroked her back. As Cindy relaxed, JR began kissing her neck and shoulders. They kissed on the mouth a few times. I wasn't really sure how I felt about that, but after watching, I could tell JR was comforting her, not trying to be passionate.
While JR snuggled with Cindy, Jim was busy with my boobs. He wasn't sure of what he was doing and it showed. I told Jim to slow down and be gentle. He must have been listening because his grip on my boobs lessened.
I heard JR whispering to Cindy. He told her everything was okay and that she was safe with him. My heart jumped as I listened to him-I was so proud he was the way he was. JR had one of his hands on Cindy's breast. I could see his fingers moving slowly as he gently kneaded her full mound. I knew the feelings his hands could instill in me and felt Cindy was enjoying it too.
Jim was getting anxious again. I was still more interested in what was going on next to me than I was with what Jim wanted. Placing my hands on his shoulders, I pushed him down. When he looked up at me I licked my lips and spread my legs. Jim made a face, but I insisted that he pay my pussy some oral homage. When he finally got his head between my legs, I watched him as much as I did JR and Cindy. Jim kissed me, looked up, and scrunched his face. I smiled and lifted my butt off the bed, pushing my crotch at him. It took Jim a few moments to settle down and do what I wanted him to do.
Next to me, JR had sprawled out over Cindy's body. His head was between her breasts, covering her with kisses and licks. Cindy held his head in her hands, moaning from the attention JR was giving her. JR took his time, touching and kissing Cindy all over her chest. I watched him moving lower and I grinned, knowing where he was headed. When JR started using his tongue in Cindy's navel, I shuddered.
I wiggled away from Jim. Flipping onto my belly, I lifted my butt, and knelt on the bed. In my new position, I could see Cindy's face and give Jim access to my sex. Jim got the hint. He knelt behind me and started stabbing at me with his stiff cock. I finally had to reach between my legs to guide him in.
JR had moved lower. Cindy's head was moving from side to side and she was moaning. Glancing down her body, I saw JR's head between her legs. Cindy's legs were up in the air, kicking uncontrollably. The look on her face was priceless. Cindy opened her eyes and looked at me. Her lustful look turned into a smile and then she closed her eyes again. For some reason, I had an urge to touch her breasts, but I didn't.
Behind me, Jim pounded in and out of my pussy. I felt my body lurch forward every time his hips met my upturned ass. It was okay, but watching JR seduce Cindy was doing more to turn me on than Jim could ever hope to do. Like Ted, Jim was just a cock.
Cindy's orgasm was very visible. Her body convulsed and she mumbled. At one point, Cindy was begging JR to fuck her, but he didn't give in to her pleas. When her body went limp, JR moved up to cuddle her while Cindy rode the wave of sexual bliss I was sure she was enjoying.
Jim stopped moving behind me, letting out a groan. His body jerked a couple of times while he ejaculated inside me. The moment he pulled his dick out, I rolled onto my side. Pulling my legs up to my chest in a fetal position, I reached out to stroke JR's hair. Jim spooned behind me, telling me how great what we did was. I acknowledged Jim, but my attention was elsewhere.
Once Cindy calmed down, she thanked JR and told him she had never felt anything like that orgasm. He brushed her damp hair off her forehead, telling her he enjoyed it too. Cindy asked JR if he wanted her to play with him so he could come, but JR, bless his heart, told her he was fine. It didn't take long for Cindy or Jim to fall asleep.
JR rolled over so we were facing one another. We shared a smile and then a very loving kiss.
"That was beautiful, Baby," I whispered. JR smiled, nodding his head. "You know, you're going to make Cindy fall in love with you."
"I'll talk to her in the morning, I think she'll understand," JR said.
We kissed again before closing our eyes.
My face was sore from grinning while thinking about last night. I think having oral sex with the guys had something to do with it too.
JR began to stir. I nuzzled my nose against his neck, kissing him and then saying, "Good morning, Baby, I love you."
JR rolled over kissed me and smiled. "Love you too, sexy. Have fun last night?"
I nodded and grinned. "What you did for Cindy was so sweet, Baby. You may not know it, but you changed what could have been a terrible night into one I doubt she'll ever forget."
"You helped too, Jackie. It was both of us, not just me," JR told me. Looking into my eyes, JR said something that made me cry. "Honey, I can't wait to get home to our bed so we can make love. I've had enough sex for a while."
I sprang into JR's arms, kissing him and telling him how much I loved him. There were probably many things he could have said at that time. JR managed to say the right thing at the right time-again.
We climbed out of bed, waking Cindy and Jim as we did. We all giggled uncomfortably for a moment before JR suggested a shower. I watched Cindy's eyes light up and knew that JR had to talk to her. There was one way I knew I could give them time alone, but like JR, I had had enough sex for the time being-maybe forever with other people. Jim had screwed me last night and it was bland at best. I was a vessel for his cock, something I didn't think I wanted to be again.
JR led the rest of us into the shower. We had fun washing one another, but we didn't linger any longer than necessary. After we finished in the shower, JR ushered Jim out of the bathroom, closing the door when he left.
"Did you and JR have fun last night?" I asked Cindy while I brushed my hair.
Cindy sat on the closed toilet, put her head in her hands, and began to cry. Not knowing what else to do, I knelt on the floor, putting my arms around her. Cindy wrapped her arms around my neck, crying against my shoulder. I rubbed her back, trying to calm her down. I assumed she was ashamed or hurt because of Jim, but I was wrong.
"Jackie, I don't know what to do," Cindy sobbed.
"What's the matter?" I asked.
"I can'tЕyou'll hate me."
"Cindy, I'm not going to hate you, no matter what it is."
Looking up, Cindy lowered her voice and said, "I love JR."
While I wasn't expecting her to say it, I wasn't surprised. I held Cindy for a moment and said, "He's a very easy guy to love."
"I know, but I can't have JR-he's your boyfriend. JR loves you, not me."
"JR loves me and I love him, that is very true, but you don't know how he feels about you-do you?"
"No, I don't understand."
"Do you love your mom?" Cindy nodded. "Your dad?" She nodded again, a smile forming. "You sister too?"
"Yes, of course I love my parents and my sister. What does that have to do with JR?"
"The thing it has to do with JR, or anyone else, is that you can love, and be loved, by more than one person. Maybe you can't have the relationship JR and I have, but that doesn't mean you can't have feelings for him. Cindy, trust me, you're going to meet the right guy someday,-I did. I can tell you its well worth the wait."
"What about what he did last night?"
"You'll have to talk to JR about that, but from what I saw, he was rescuing you from what might have been a very bad situation. Cindy, Jim was only interested in one thing, getting laid. He wasn't going to take no for an answer, not without making a fuss."
Cindy's eyes filled with tears again. "You mean you let him have sex with you so he'd leave me alone?"
"JR and I thought it would be easier that way." I giggled and grinned. "I didn't know he was going to seduce you though."
"I can't believe you guys would do that for me," Cindy said softly. She looked up and smiled. "JR did seduce me, didn't he? I couldn't help it; I would have let him do anything he wanted to. I even asked him to make love to me."
I giggled, giving Cindy a big hug. "Cindy, JR did make love to you. You asked him to fuck you! He wouldn't have done that, he knew you weren't ready."
"I wasn't, not really. God, I can see why you love him so much. Is he always that sweet?"
"No, most of the time JR is much sweeter," I said with a grin. "We better get going or the others will thing we're in here fooling around."
Chapter 2 - Jonathon
I left Cindy and Jackie alone in the bathroom hoping Jackie could talk to her. Besides that, I wanted to have a chat with Jim. I led Jim out to the patio, making sure we were alone.
"Jim, I'm kind of pissed at you. I didn't like what you did last night," I told him.
"But Jackie wanted me to have sex with her. I didn't know it would piss you off," Jim replied, visibly shaken.
"I'm not talking about Jackie, what you two did is between you and her. I'm talking about Cindy. Look, Cindy didn't want to have sex, not with you or anyone else. She was scared as it was and then you started pushing her. Jim, no means no, not yes, not maybe, it means no! Don't ever let me hear about you trying to force a girl to do something she doesn't want to do, understand?"
It wasn't a question, I meant what I said. I liked Cindy and I knew she was still smarting from what happened to her sister. She was my friend and I was going to protect her the best I could. Since moving to Florida, I found there was a big difference between friends and acquaintances. Most of the guys I used to hang with weren't really friends. I thought they were, but now I knew the difference.
"Hey, I thought she wanted to, she went to bed with me," Jim said in his defense.
Jim was being a jerk and I wanted to grab him by the throat. Instead, I tried to make him understand in a more subtle way. "I was in the same bed and I can tell you I didn't want to fuck, or be fucked by you! Just because Cindy was in the same bed doesn't mean she wanted to do what YOU wanted. Jim, you lost your cheery, be happy, but don't ever try to push Cindy or anyone else.
"You know, the sad thing about this is I think Cindy liked you. You two could have gotten together if you hadn't been a jerk about it," I told Jim.
Jim's clinched fists relaxed and he sighed. "Really? Shit, I like Cindy. I guess I was thinking with the wrong head, wasn't I?"
"So it would seem. If I were you, I would just tell her you're sorry, if you are, and let it go for now. Maybe she'll reconsider how she feels if you do. Jim, be smart about this. Don't try to explain yourself, it will just backfire on you," I said.
"Okay, thanks, JR. I'm sorry I pissed you off."
I know guys, and I know how hard it is to admit it when you're wrong. Jim stepped up to the plate, with me anyway. I hoped he would do the right thing with Cindy. I found my suit and put it on. Jim and I went in the house to find Cindy and Jackie in the kitchen. They were also dressed.
Jim shuffled his feet for a moment. He took a deep breath and walked over to where Cindy was sitting.
"Cindy, sorry, I was a jerk," Jim said and then he walked away.
Cindy looked at me for a moment and stood up. She managed to catch Jim before he left the room. Jim turned around and said, "I'm really sorry."
"Okay, thanks for telling me that, Jim. I think we had too much to drink and things just went wrong. Maybe next time you'll understand when I say I'm not ready," Cindy said.
"Next time?" Jim said.
"Yes, if you still want to hang around with me. Jim, I don't think you meant to hurt me." Cindy giggled. "I think you just got too turned on. Jim, I don't hate you, not at all. I'm not saying that I don't want to make love with you-to tell the truth, I don't know. I do know that I'm not ready to make love, or screw, anyone. If you can live with that, we can be friends, good friends."
Jim just stood there with his mouth hanging open. Jackie and I smiled at each other. After a few moments, I went over to Cindy, putting my arm around her shoulders.
"Cindy, I think it would be a good idea for you and Jim to have a nice talk. You need to tell Jim what you want, what you're willing to do, and what you're not willing to do. Jim, you need to do the same thing. Then you guys can talk about it," I said.
"How the fuck did you get so smart?" Jim asked me.
"I'm not all that smart, Jim. The Program has done a lot for me though. I've learned about confidence, my self confidence. Before I moved down here, I was just a punk trying to be a hood. I wore black clothing and hung around with a bunch of losers-I was a loser. My mom got tired of the cops bringing me home so she shipped me down here.
"The drive down gave me a chance to think about where I was headed, and if that's what I really wanted out of life. When I got into the truck to head to Florida, I was thinking of how to get back to Michigan. By the time I got down here, I had changed my mind and decided to try changing." I chuckled and pointed at Jackie.
"Then I met my cousins and got to know them. Jackie and Mo were the exact opposite of me, at least the old me. They were what we used to call rah-rah girls, kids that were popular in school. I got a new wardrobe and a new chance."
The other kids came into the room, taking seats around the table. When they heard me talking, they didn't interrupt me. Jackie waved me over to her. I took a seat next to Jackie while Cindy and Jim sat across from us.
"I have to admit, I was smitten with Jackie from the moment I laid eyes on her. We hadn't seen each other in years, since my father's funeral. The first day I was here, Jackie said something that made me really start thinking about what changes I was willing to make."
"What did I say?" Jackie asked as she took my hand.
I laughed and said, "You asked me why I smoked. Remember, we were standing by my truck. I was still wearing black jeans and a black tee shirt. You were wearing a pink mini skirt and a white tank top."
"You still remember what she was wearing?" Cindy asked.
"Sure, like it was yesterday. Anyway, Jackie asked me why I smoked. I didn't have a good answer so I put out the cigarette and haven't smoked since then. That was the beginning of my transformation. Jackie and Mo took me shopping. They showed me what to buy, helping me choose the right styles and colors. I know it sounds lame, but it was another turning point for me, I asked someone for help, something I wasn't used to doing.
"When I went to school, I was introduced to The Program. Jackie and Mo decided to shock me and didn't tell me what to expect. I about shit when I saw Kim and Jim Ferguson come out of the office naked. It took some getting used to, but I managed," I said.
"How do you think I felt?" Kim said. "I think it took me almost fifteen minutes to get used to being naked if front of everyone." Everyone laughed and teased Kim for a moment, but settled down so I could continue. Ralph made a pot of much needed coffee and offered us orange juice. While he served as our host, I went on.
"For the next few weeks, I learned about having friends. I found out I liked being involved in school activities and joined the swim team. Jackie and Mo helped me by being there for me. My grades went up and for the first time in a long time, I was having fun. The only real problem I had was Jackie-I liked her and she was my cousin.
"Then I was selected for The Program. To make things worse, Jackie and Mo were also selected too. I can't tell you how nervous I was when I had to take off my clothes in front of the girl I was secretly in love with. What I thought was going to be the worst day of my life turned out to be the best. I found out that not only was Jackie not related to me by blood, she liked me too."
Jackie giggled and gave my hand a squeeze. "We gave each other relief before we left Mr. Shaw's office."
"Did you have feelings for JR too, Jackie?" Suzie asked.
"Did I ever! You have no idea how hard it was living in the same house with JR and not being able to do what I wanted to do," Jackie said. "I have to admit, I did tease him a lot. I'm surprised he didn't attack me!"
"How did you tease him?" Cindy asked.
"I wore short skirts and made sure JR could catch a peek. I also wore lose tops and bent over a lot. I was terrible, but JR was always a perfect gentleman. He never stared or said anything to me," Jackie said. "Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you, Baby."
I leaned over and kissed Jackie. "Over the past week, our love blossomed, emotionally and sexually. I have to admit, the sexual part progressed a lot faster at first. That's where I learned that sex was fun and sex with someone you love is even better. Getting relief in school and being fondled was fun, but it lacked the emotional connection. It felt great, but not where it counts, in my heart.
"Jackie and I made love for the first time last Wednesday and it was the most wonderful thing in the world! We connected at our souls, not just our genitals. I really think that's when I realized there was a huge difference between love and sex. While we've been in The Program, Jackie and I have been having fun with sex, but we have also made love.
"The Program is probably different for everyone, but for me it has shown me that I'm capable of loving, being loved, and having fun with casual sex. I have to tell you, I don't think I could have gotten through it without you guys. Having the support of friends and my family has also helped me a lot." I took a sip of my coffee, finding it had cooled too much. Getting up, I poured hot coffee into my cup.
"JR, are you and Jackie going to keep having casual sex, you know, like last night?" Ted asked.
"Jackie and I haven't talked about it. We decided that while we were in The Program we would have fun. After the band concert tonight, The Program is over for us. I guess we'll play it by ear. How about you, Baby, how do you feel about it?" I said.
"It was fun for me too, but I don't think there will be any repeat performances, not like last night-at least not the blowjob part." Jackie glanced at Cindy, smiling at her. "There are things I may want to do again though, things that JR and I will both enjoy."
"Is there anything you regret?" Kimmy asked.
"No, Kimmy, nothing at all. I'm not ashamed of anything I've done either," Jackie said, winking at Kimmy.
"You two have to be the most well adjusted couple I've ever seen. I don't know if I could do the things you guys have done," Ralph said.
"No one should do anything they don't want to do, Ralph. The only reason Jackie and I have been able to do what we do is because we talked about it first. Neither of us did anything we didn't agree on before it happened. We love each other and more importantly, we trust each other.
"The trust we share is what makes it possible for us to have sex with someone else. Jackie knows I would never do anything sexual with anyone unless she was there or at least knew about it. I trust her to do the same. Without trust, love is a shallow emotion, and destined to fail. With trust comes honesty.
"I can be honest with Jackie, I can tell her how I feel or what I want. It doesn't matter what is. Jackie feels the same way-not because I think she does, because she told me she does. Sometimes being honest is hard, but in the end it's the best way to be." I glanced at Jackie. She nodded and winked at me.
"Would you do it again, The Program?" Hank asked.
"Sure, in a heartbeat! In fact, according to the superintendent of schools, there is nothing in the rules that prevents anyone from going naked in school. The Program rules only say that those that are chosen have to. Who knows, I may offer to go naked to help someone that is having trouble with being naked," I said.
"I might do it just because," Jackie said with a giggle.
"That I believe!" Kim said. "Hell, I would probably do it with you."
"I think we were all ready to do it at the swim meet, most of us did!" Cindy said.
"That was the greatest show of friendship I've ever seen," I said. "Now, why don't we all pitch in and help Ralph clean up?"
Chapter 3 - Jackie
Once the house was cleaned, the sheets washed, and the beds made, JR and I said goodbye to our friends. I held his hand as we walked out to the truck. JR opened the passenger door, holding it while I stepped up into the cab.
"Nice view," JR said from behind me. I knew he was looking under my short dress at my butt.
"So, that's why you're always a gentleman and hold the door for me," I said while wiggling my ass.
"No, that's not the reason, but it is defiantly a benefit!" JR laughed and gave my bottom a playful swat.
Once we were on our way, JR put his hand on my knee. He moved his index finger, making small circles. I hugged his arm, enjoying his touch.
"That was a wild day and night, wasn't it?" JR said. "I hope you had as much fun as I did."
"I did have fun."
"What was your favorite of all the things we did?"
What was my favorite? I thought to myself. So much had happened in such a short time.
"I don't know," I sighed, I really did know. "Well, I guess I do know what I liked best-other than what we did together. You might think I'm weird, but-Kimmy."
"Because it was so spontaneous. It's no secret I wanted to fool around with another guy." I giggled. "You knew that better than I did. What I did with the guys was okay, but not as much fun as I thought it would be. Don't get me wrong, JR, I'm not sorry I did it, but with Kimmy there was something there that I didn't feel with the guys."
"Something you'd like to do again?" JR asked.
"I don't know, maybe. I didn't plan anything that we did-they just happened. I don't think I would have as much fun if it had been planned, or expected."
"I didn't expect you to do anything, Honey."
"I know, not your expectations, mine. I'm not sure that things would have been as much fun if I had planned what I was going to do because what happened might not have measured up. When things just happen, there's no expectations, no disappointments."
"That makes sense, I never thought about that. What made fooling around with Kimmy so different, other than what you've said?" JR asked.
"You, having you as part of it is what made it so exciting for me. When I saw you screwing Kimmy I felt a little jealous at first, but then she made me part of what was going on between you two. It was like magic!"
"What about Ted, he was part of it too?" JR said.
"Yeah, I know. That was okay, but it didn't turn me on like watching you and Kimmy. JR, I have a question. Did you arrange for Ted and Kimmy to join us?"
"What if I did, would it matter?"
"Not really-well, maybe it would."
"I told Kimmy and Ted we were going to be in the master bedroom. I didn't really invite them, but I kind of hoped they would show up."
I thought for a moment and then said, "You did it for me, didn't you?"
"Partly, but it was as much for me as you, Baby. Like I said, I didn't even know if Ted would show up," JR told me.
"For you? Because you wanted to have sex with Kimmy?"
JR chuckled. "I'd be lying if I told you I didn't want to fool around with Kimmy; I think she's cute and sexy. However, the real reason was so you could have sex with Ted. I didn't want you to have to wonder about it-sex with Ted."
Nodding, I snuggled against JR's side. He put his arm around me, pulling me snugly to him. JR continued to drive home and I thought about what he said. I had no idea how many guys would do what JR had done, but I'd have bet it was damn few.
If JR had intended for me to make sure the relationship between Ted and I was only one of friendship, he had succeeded. Ted was my friend, but no more. I had no feelings for him other than that. I began thinking if I would feel different if it had only been Ted and me in the bed. How would I feel if we had made out more, more foreplay? Would it be any better?
My sexual adventures had been fun. Of all the things I did, excluding Kimmy and JR, having sex with Ted was the best. While there wasn't a strong emotional connection now, there once was one between Ted and me-at least for me there was. The next question I had for myself was of all the things I had done, which ones would I like to repeat. Kimmy won hands down in my mind. Just thinking about it made me feel tingly. That led to another question, one I was having trouble with. What would I do if Kimmy wanted to fool around again without JR being there?
JR pulled into the driveway. We got out of the truck, hugging for a moment before heading into the house. Mom and Dad were on the patio with JR's mom and Max. We went out let them know we were home.
"Did you two have a good time?" Mom asked me.
"Yeah, it was a lot of fun, Mom. I had a little headache this morning, but it's gone now," I replied.
Dad mentioned how happy he was JR had called and told him we were staying because there was going to be some drinking. Aunt Sarah said she was proud of us too.
"Jackie and I are going to take a nap before we have to get ready for the concert if it's okay?" JR said.
"Not much sleep last night?" Mom said with a snicker.
"We were up pretty late, Aunt Andrea," JR said. "Would someone wake up us up an hour before we have to leave please?"
My mom told us she would wake us up. JR and I went inside, heading straight to our room. We said hi to Mo, but didn't talk to her long. Once we were in the bedroom, JR kissed me. He removed my dress before he stripped. We climbed into bed, snuggling together. JR began kissing me and running his hands over my body. I responded, kissing and touching him.
When JR placed his cock at my entrance, I was more than ready to receive him. He pushed into me slowly, kissing me while he did. Once he was completely inside my pussy, he stopped moving. We kissed and looked into one another's eyes. I moved my hands to his ass, feeling his firm cheeks, and relishing the closeness of our connection.
"Jackie, I love you," JR whispered between tender kisses.
"Oh, Baby, I love you too! Thank you for being so wonderful and understanding."
"Isn't part of love being understanding?"
"Yes, but you're more understanding than most guys would be," I told JR.
I flexed my vaginal muscles, feeling JR's cock swell inside me. He pulled back a little, pushing back in slowly. He kissed me as he began to move. I kissed him back, swiping my tongue over his lips. JR opened his mouth, accepting my tongue. We made love slowly, both of us moving in unison. JR reached his climax and I followed closely. Sated, we snuggled together still connected.
JR rolled off me, stretching out against my side. He kissed my cheek and told me how much he loved me. Reaching down, I grabbed the sheet and pulled it over our naked bodies. While drifting into a gentle slumber, I thought about the party and the things I had done-the things JR had encouraged me to do.
I wondered how JR could love me unconditionally and I wondered if I loved him the same way. Our relationship was still new with many unknowns. I knew the sex was as new as our relationship. I also knew I not only loved what I had done so far, I thrived on it. It didn't matter what JR and I did together, I enjoyed it all equally.
The Program had removed much of the mystique as well as my insecurity about my body and sex. I enjoyed being naked. I enjoyed being touched. I enjoyed touching. Most of all, I enjoyed those things with JR more than anyone else. I knew I would miss the attention when our stint in The Program ended in a few short hours.
My last thoughts, before falling asleep, were of Kimmy. I rubbed myself as I replayed our sexy tryst, reliving every wonderful moment once again.
"Wake up, Jackie you have to get ready to go. Mo's concert is in an hour," my mom said as she gently shook my shoulder.
Opening my eyes, I saw my mom looking down at JR and me. The sheet we had been covered with was askew, exposing us from the waist up. I stretched my arms over my head and then sat up.
"Okay, Mom, we'll be up in a minute," I said. "I'm so tired!"
Mom chuckled and said, "You shouldn't have stayed up so late last night, Honey. I hope it was worth it."
"It was, it was more than worth it." I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood up. Reaching back, I made sure JR was covered.
Mom's smile made me think she knew what I had done the night before, even though I knew it was imposable. She watched me as I moved toward the foot of the bed to get my robe.
"Are you okay?" Mom asked.
I nodded as I pulled the robe around my body and tied it.
"Is there anything you want to talk about?" Mom said.
"I don't know, maybe." I glanced at the bed to make sure JR was asleep. "I'm kind of worried that I went over the top last night."
Mom took me by the arm, leading me into the bathroom. "What's bothering you?"
"I don't know, Mom. JR and I talked about things, but I'm not sure if he really meant it."
"Jackie, I have no idea what you're talking about," Mom said.
"Okay," I took a deep breath, "here it goes. Last night, I had sex with a couple guys and a girl. One of the guys was Ted. Now I'm afraid JR is going to hate me."
"Does he know what you did?"
Nodding I said, "He was there."
"Did he tell you not to? Did JR ask you not to?"
I giggled and said, "No-in fact, he sort of encouraged me."
Mom grinned. "Well, did you get it out of your system? Did you answer the questions you had?"
"What questions?" I asked.
"The questions about whether JR was the right guy or not?"
"Oh, Mom, JR is the right guy for me-I just know he is! We talked about things and agreed that we could explore while we were in The Program. I was scared to, but JR knew what I wanted, he knew better than I did."
"If you ask me, you're feeling guilty about the things you did last night. I don't think you have to feel that way. From what you said, it sounds like JR was very understanding. He gave you something most guys would never give the girl they love."
"What?" I asked.
"JR gave you the opportunity to make choices. If he didn't try to make you do anything, everything you did was because you decided to. Now you have to make another choice-you have to decide if JR is what you want or if you still need time to sort things out. Whatever you decide, you have to tell JR."
Mom gave me a hug. "Jackie, a relationship is something that is ever changing. What you do today and what you do later can be two very different things. The most important thing is that you and JR talk. If you have feelings, share them with him. If you decide you want to repeat what happened last night, talk to JR and see how he feels about it.
"I think you know that trust is the foundation of love. If you and JR can trust each other, your love will be strong and survive. If either of you cheat, you know, do something behind the other's back, it will end up destroying you and the relationship."
"Thanks, Mom, I think I know what you're telling me. If I want to have casual sex, I have to talk to JR about it first-right?"
"Yes, that's part of it and enough for now. You had better get JR up so we can get going now. If you want to talk about it later, I'll be here for you."
I hugged my mom again. She gave me a playful swat on my butt and then opened the door to what I hoped would be JR's and my room. I went to the bed and began kissing JR until he woke up. When he was up, we went to the bathroom to shower.
"Still love me?" I asked JR while we rubbed soap over each other's bodies.
"Yes, I love you, Sweetie." JR stopped what he was doing. Holding me by my shoulders, he looked into my eyes. "Jackie, there is nothing wrong with us or what we did. We agreed and we had fun-let's leave it at that. I don't want you second guessing your decisions about last night."
"What if I-we, want to do it again?" I said.
"We'll cross that bridge when we come to it. I don't think we can plan anything like that. Not right now. We don't know what the future holds or what we'll do if the opportunity ever presents itself again. Just know that I love you!"
I plastered my body against JR's and held him close. He gripped my butt, lifting my feet off the floor of the shower. We kissed each other for several moments before he put me down.
When we were finished in the bathroom, I went to my room, hopefully my old room, and put on a sundress. I didn't bother with underwear, knowing I wouldn't be wearing the dress for long. JR came into the room wearing a pair of shorts and a tee shirt. He watched me putting on the dress and grinned.
"You are so beautiful, Jackie. I love the way you look in a dress or a skirt," JR said.
"I thought you liked me naked!"
"Oh I do, but I like you dressed too. You know, tomorrow we'll be wearing clothes to school again. It was a great week, but I'm ready for things to get back to normal."
"Are they normal again?" I asked as I put my arms around JR.
"Yes, things are different, but normal."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, we've changed, Sweetie." JR kissed me. "Let's go."
Chapter 4 - JR
I took Jackie's hand in mine. We went to the living room and told our parents we were ready. Jackie's dad had taken Mo to school so she could practice with the rest of the band. I told our parents we were going to take my truck and meet them.
During the ride to school, Jackie sat next to me. She stared out the window, remaining silent. I put my hand on her knee, giving her a firm squeeze.
"What's going on in that pretty head of yours" I asked.
"I'm just thinking about the past week, Baby," Jackie said as she placed her hand over mine.
"Are you going to miss being in The Program?"
"I don't know, I guess so. It's been fun for me."
"Baby, it's been fun for me too. The best part was what we discovered about each other-you know, the fact we're in love."
"That is the best part for me too, JR. The other things were fun, but knowing you love me is miles above the closest thing to it."
I moved my hand on Jackie's leg, moving it under the hem of her short sundress. She pulled at my arm until my hand was against her pussy. I stroked her lightly, feeling her squirm.
"What's second?" I asked.
Jackie giggled and then without hesitation, she said, "Kimmy! How about you, what was your second most exciting thing about this past week?"
"Cindy was. I really liked what we did together," I said.
"Hmmm, looks like I have competition."
"No, you don't have to worry about Cindy and me. She is a great girl andЕ"
"I was just kidding, Sweetie," Jackie said interrupting me. "You were a knight in shining armor for her last night. I watched you two and I could see how gentle and loving you were with her. You know, I never felt the least bit jealous about it."
"There's no reason for you to be jealous. I love you."
"I know, but I think you'd like to have sex with Cindy-wouldn't you?" Jackie asked.
"Actually, no I wouldn't. I like her a lot and if we ever did get together, it would be more than just sex for me. I guess there are degrees of love. With you, it's much deeper than I can explain. I love you with my entire being. Cindy is different."
"I think I understand what you're saying, Sweetie. It's the same way I feel about Kimmy. I have feelings for her, but they're not the same as the feelings I have for you. The best way I can describe it is it's somewhere between love and sex."
I pulled into the parking lot. Once I had parked the truck, Jackie and I drifted into one another's arms. We began kissing while running our hands over each other's bodies. A few minutes later, we were both naked.
"Well, I guess we should get going, shouldn't we?" Jackie said as she gently stroked my cock.
"Yeah, but I think I need some relief before we go in," I replied with a chuckle.
Giggling, Jackie leaned over and kissed the tip of my cock. She giggled again before engulfing me. I reached between her legs so I could finger her while she gave me a blowjob. A few minutes into our play, I felt her pussy gripping the two fingers I was sawing in and out of her. She moaned and I came.
Jackie and I couldn't help giggling as we kissed. We got out of the truck and walked to the building hand in hand. While we walked, Jackie licked her lips and made silly noises. I put my fingers in my mouth, sucking them.
After the concert, Mo met all of us in the hallway where we were waiting for her. She was pulling a young man by the arm, giggling as she approached us. Mo introduced Neil to her parents, my mom, Max and then to Jackie and me. I fought the urge to laugh while looking at his bright red face.
Everyone complimented Mo and Neil on their performance at the concert. Mo clung to Neil's arm giggling the entire time we stood there. When Neil's parents came over, Neil introduced them. We stood in the hallway for a few minutes talking about the concert.
Jackie and I told everyone goodbye and left. When we arrived at the truck, we got in with out bothering to dress. Jackie sat next to me, hugging my arm while I drove home.
At the house, Jackie and I decided to go for a swim. We jumped into the pool and began hugging. I gripped her bottom, pulling her against me.
"Mmmm, someone is happy," Jackie said with a giggle as she ground against my growing erection.
"I'm always happy to see you," I said while moving my cock against her belly.
"You know, I think we should go to bed so you can make love to me. I'd really love having your big cock inside me."
I chuckled and said, "Where?"
"Anywhere you want to put it. In my pussy, my ass, or my mouth."
I kissed Jackie. We left the pool and dried off before going in to tell our parents goodnight. I led Jackie to the bedroom, closing the door once we were inside.
"Baby, is this our room now?" I asked.
"Oh yes! There isn't anything I would like better-well that's not really true, I know I'm going to like what we do together in our room better."
I led Jackie to the bed-our bed. We sat facing each other with our legs folded and our knees touching. She kept glancing at my cock and I kept glancing at her breasts and pussy.
Jackie and I began to talk. We talked about the future, not about our week in The Program. Jackie told me about the places she wanted to take me and the things she wanted to show me. I asked questions about the beach and the Space Center.
We made love. Jackie pushed me on my back and straddled me. While she slowly rode my cock, we continued to talk. She put her hands on my shoulders and I massaged her breasts. Jackie and I professed our undying love for one another. We agreed that we never cheat on each other, but we might engage in casual sex if the opportunity presented itself.
After we were both sated, we stretched out facing each other. We traded tender kisses and soft caresses.
"How would you feel about having a threesome with Kimmy and me?" Jackie asked. "I know she'd be up for it."
"You would really like to get together with her again, wouldn't you?"
Jackie giggled as she nodded. "But only if you're there, Baby. I want both of us to have fun with her-or anyone else we decide on."
I laughed and leaned close so I could kiss Jackie. "What am I going to do with you?"
"JR, you can do whatever you want with me as long as you'll love me. What I did last night is over. I answered my questions and now I'm ready to move on."
"Did you get the answers you wanted?"
"I got the answers I needed, Sweetie. I know that I never want to give a bunch of guys blowjobs again. I know I enjoyed making it with Kimmy. I know I loved watching the way you treated Cindy. I know there isn't another guy in the world that would have done what you did for me."
"What did I do?"
"You trusted me and you helped me do the things I had been too scared to do on my own. JR, as long as I live, I'll never forget what you did for me. I know this must sound weird, but I'm glad you encouraged me to do the things I did. I'm glad you knew what I wanted more than I did." Jackie had tears in the corner of her eyes. She leaned close, putting her arms around my neck. "I was so afraid you wouldn't love me anymore."
I lifted Jackie's chin so I could look in her eyes. "I do love you, I did before, and I still do. Honey, we agreed that we would do whatever we wanted and we did. There is no right or wrong about the things we experienced." I kissed her lips, letting the kiss linger for a moment.
Moving my lips to her eyes, I kissed away her tears. Jackie and I hugged each other and told one another how much in love we were. After a few minutes, her breathing changed, signaling she was asleep.
I stroked Jackie's back. She snuggled against me, hooking one leg over mine. I kissed her forehead and smiled.
My thoughts drifted back to the day I arrived in Florida and the differences in me. I was happy not doing the things I used to do or getting into trouble. My black clothing was stuffed to the back of my closet and I decided it was time they were disposed of. My past was gone and my future lay sleeping in my arms.
Monday Morning - Jackie
JR was holding me close when I woke up. I kissed him and whispered his name. When he woke up, we kissed. We snuggled close while our mouths were pressed together.
Throwing my leg over him, I straddled JR. He fondled my breasts while grinning at me. Sliding his hands down to my hips, he pulled me up until my pussy was over his face. I sighed when I felt his tongue lapping at my sex.
JR brought me off within minutes. I rocked my hips, coating his face with my juices. When I couldn't take anymore, I rolled off his head.
"Are you going to do that every morning?" I asked.
"Sure-well, almost every morning. I think there's a week during the month I'll pass," JR said with a grin.
"I think that would be a good idea. Want me to suck your cock?"
"No, I want to go pee and take a shower. You can do that later if you still want to," JR said.
I giggled and said, "Just try to stop me."
JR and I went into the bathroom to get ready for school. While we were showering, Mo climbed into the stall with us. She giggled and joined in our playful washing.
"Neil looks like a hottie," I said. "What did you two do last night?"
"We went out with the band for a little while," Mo said as JR washed her hair.
"So, how far have you two gone?" I asked my sister.
Mo giggled and said, "Um, not too far, not yet. He did give me some relief last night though. I thought I was going to have to beg him to touch my coochie."
"Your coochie?" JR asked.
"Yeah, you know, my pussy! Neil calls it a coochie. Mine was the first one he's touched." Mo giggled. "He did pretty good after I showed him how."
"So, when are you going to treat your boyfriend to your virginity?" I asked Mo.
"I don't know, maybe never. I'm going to wait and see how things go with him first."
"I thought you were hell bent on getting laid," JR said.
"I was, but I changed my mind. After thinking about it, it isn't as important as I thought it was. I'd rather wait until I meet a guy I care for. I want to be as happy as you two and I want it to be special like it was for Jackie," Mo said.
Mo turned toward JR and giggled. She wrapped her hand around his cock and said, "I could use some practice giving head though. I have a feeling Neil is going to get lucky sooner than he thinks."
"Sorry, but I refuse to be used as a sex toy," JR said and then he laughed.
"Awe come on, Honey, can't you make an exception for my sister?" I said as my hand joined my sister's on his hard member.
"I think it would be better if you practice with Neil, Mo. After all, isn't that part of it?" JR said.
"Yeah, I guess so. I just wanted to make sure it was good for him, that's all," Mo said and then she faked a pout.
"Speaking for most guys, I can tell you there isn't any such thing as a bad blowjob. Besides, as I remember it, you're already pretty good at it, Mo," JR said.
We finished in the shower. While we dried ourselves, we continued to talk and joke around. Any misgivings I had about how JR felt about me had dissipated. When I mentioned moving my things into JR's room, Mo offered to help me.
"What do you want me to wear today?" I asked JR. "Remember, we have to wear clothing to school now."
"How about your denim skirt and a matching top?" JR said. "I love it when you wear skirts."
Leaning close to JR, I whispered, "Should I wear underwear?"
JR chuckled and nodded his head.
After breakfast, we left for school. I sat next to JR so Mo could sit up front with us. When we headed into the building, we went to the office to see who would be chosen for The Program. Because we were running a little late, we didn't hear the names called over the paging system.
I heard the kids in front of us start to cheer. When the crowd parted, the first two new participants came into view. Mo shrieked when she saw Gail Howell come into view. Gail was a classmate of Mo's. Following Gail was Ray Webb, another sophomore Mo knew.
"Hi sexy," I heard a girl say. Turning around, I saw Cindy hugging JR.
"I got picked for this week!" Cindy said as she released my boyfriend.
"Wow, that's wild! I thought your parents opted you out of The Program, Cindy," I said as I looked at her naked body.
"They did, but my sister and I convinced them to let me do it. My dad and mom talked to Mr. Shaw and now I'm naked in school," Cindy said with a giggle.
"Who's your partner?" JR asked.
Cindy made a face and replied, "Mike Barns. He is such a dweeb!" Cindy glanced between JR and me. "Will you guys support me? Now that I'm naked, I'm kind of scared."
"You just let me know if anyone gives you any shit, Cindy. I'll make sure no one screws with you if you don't want them to," JR said.
Cindy looked at me and I smiled at her. "Isn't he the greatest!" I said.
Nodding, Cindy said, "Yes he is." She giggled and added, "He was wonderful the other night. I just hope you don't mind if I ask JR for relief this week."
I wrapped my arms around JR's left arm and giggled. "Well, if you must, Cindy. Just don't forget he's mine."
"I know he is, Jackie. You can share, can't you?" Cindy asked as she wrapped her arms around JR's right arm.
"Yes, I can share him with you this week," I said.
The three of us headed toward our first class. While we walked down the hallway the guys made comments because Cindy was hugging JR's arm. JR stopped to let a couple guys fondle Cindy's breasts. She giggled as she thrust her chest out and let the boys feel her cute boobs.
"You know, I think this week is going to be very interesting," I said as the three of us walked into our first hour classroom.